Chapter 7 - THE GIRL IN THE YELLOW SWEATER

Mara Collins did not believe the phone call at first.
The woman on the line introduced herself as a family-services investigator, confirmed her professional details through a number Mara could verify independently, and said that a court had authorized limited contact concerning one of Mara's children.
"Which one?" Mara whispered.
"We believe we have located a child whose birth records match one of your daughters. We still need to verify identity. I don't want to give you information that isn't confirmed."
Mara sat down on the floor of her kitchen. The washing machines beneath her apartment made the windowpanes tremble. For two years, she had imagined this moment until it became almost impossible to distinguish hope from the stories she told herself before sleep.
"Is she safe?"
"She appears to be. A family has been caring for her. We are reviewing the placement with the court."
Mara covered her mouth. She wanted to ask about Evie and Hannah, about the yellow caps in the photograph, about whether either little girl had learned to laugh. Instead she asked the question that mattered first.
"Can I see her?"
"We're working on a safe introduction plan."
The answer was slow and careful, and Mara hated it for being necessary.
She called Elena. Their first meeting had been painful, but the shared search had brought them into an unlikely friendship. Elena listened without interrupting while Mara explained what the investigator had said.
"One of them," Mara whispered. "They may have found one."
Elena began crying too. "That's wonderful."
"I'm afraid to believe it."
"I know."
They did not need to say more.
Meanwhile, the archive records were leading investigators toward a private adoption facilitator called Harbor Family Services. The organization had closed shortly after the St. Agnes births, but its former employees, bank accounts, and archived contracts remained subject to investigation. Several families had adopted children through its referrals. Some placements appeared properly documented. Others lacked reliable consent records.
The woman believed to be caring for Mara's daughter lived in New Jersey. She had adopted a toddler named Lily through Harbor after being told that the birth mother had voluntarily relinquished her rights. She had no reason to suspect the paperwork was false until investigators contacted her.
Her name was Rachel Donnelly. She was a single teacher who lived in a small house with yellow curtains and a dog that barked whenever the mail arrived. When she learned that a biological mother might be searching for Lily, she felt the room tilt beneath her.
"I did everything the court asked," Rachel told her attorney. "I paid the fees, attended the interviews, and waited months. I thought the consent had been verified."
"That may all be true," the attorney said. "We need to review the underlying records and protect Lily's stability while the facts are established."
Rachel nodded, fighting tears. She had loved Lily from the first day she held her. The prospect that someone else had been deprived of that same child through deception made her sick.
When the investigator showed her a photograph of Mara's twins, Rachel recognized the tiny knitted caps. Lily had arrived with a yellow cap tucked into a hospital bag, labeled only with the word BABY.
"I still have it," Rachel whispered.
The first supervised introduction took place two weeks later in a child-friendly room with toys, books, and comfortable chairs. Mara wore a yellow sweater because the family specialist suggested familiar colors might provide a gentle connection to the old photograph, but there was no expectation that a two-year-old would remember a sweater from infancy.
Lily arrived holding Rachel's hand. She had straight dark hair and a solemn expression that softened when she saw a basket of wooden animals.
Mara stayed seated. She didn't rush forward or demand recognition. She simply said hello and showed Lily a toy horse.
Rachel watched from the other side of the room. Her face was pale, but she remained calm for the child.
Lily played. Mara offered the horse. After several minutes, the toddler handed it back to her. It was a small gesture, ordinary and enormous at once.
After the visit, Mara stepped outside and cried into her hands. Rachel followed a moment later.
"I didn't know," Rachel said.
Mara looked at her. "I believe you."
"I love her."
"I can see that."
They stood together, two mothers with different histories and the same terrible fear of losing someone they loved. They did not make promises about the future. The court process and assessments would determine what arrangement protected Lily. But they agreed that the child would not be treated as a prize that one adult could win by making the other disappear.
Elena heard the story that evening and told Damian. He sat on the nursery rug with Sofia leaning against his side, slowly turning the pages of a picture book.
"Mara met one of her girls," Elena said.
Damian smiled. "I'm glad."
"The other one is still missing."
"I know."
Elena watched Sofia touch a picture of a moon. "Do you ever imagine who she was before she came here?"
"All the time now."
"Do you think about what you might have missed?"
"I think about what I didn't ask," Damian said. "I had everything money could buy to check that adoption. I accepted paperwork because it gave me what I wanted."
Elena sat beside them. "You didn't know."
"I should have looked harder."
She considered this. "Maybe. But I'm not going to let the people who forged the records turn you into their excuse. They made choices. You can take responsibility for your part without carrying theirs."
Damian looked at her as though she had given him something he didn't know he needed.
Sofia reached for Elena's knee and said, "Ma."
Elena smiled. "I'm here."
Then Sofia turned toward Damian. "Da."
It was the first time she had used both sounds in the same afternoon. They exchanged a startled glance, then both laughed quietly, careful not to frighten her. Sofia seemed pleased by their smiles and returned to the book.
The moment did not resolve a legal question. It reminded them why that question needed a humane answer.
Later that week, the investigators interviewed a former Harbor employee named Isaac Bell. He described a system in which certain staff members were pressured to expedite placements when prospective parents offered large donations to associated charitable entities. He said he had once been instructed to use a copy of a mother's signature from a medical consent form in a surrender packet.
"Did you do it?" the investigator asked.
Isaac looked down. "Yes."
"Which case?"
"A baby girl from St. Agnes. The mother was listed as deceased. I didn't know whether she was. I told myself it wasn't my job to check."
The investigator asked for names and documents. Isaac provided emails and handwritten notes, and he agreed to testify. His account required corroboration, but it was the first direct admission by a participant in the paperwork process.
One email was addressed to Rocco Caruso. It referred to a priority placement and asked whether the donor family had approved an additional fee. The reply, sent from Rocco's corporate account, read: PROCEED. THE NEPHEW WILL ASK NO QUESTIONS.
Damian read the copy in Lydia's office. He felt anger so sharp that he had to stand and walk to the window.
"He used me," he whispered.
"The email supports that concern," Lydia said. "We still need to authenticate it and establish exactly what he knew about the child's origins."
"He knew enough to say I wouldn't ask questions."
"Yes."
Damian closed his eyes. Rocco had stood beside him when he first brought Sofia home. He'd admired the baby's curls, suggested a photographer, and told Damian he would finally understand what family meant. All the while, he may have known that another woman was grieving the same child.
"I'm going to cooperate fully," Damian said. "Even if the records embarrass me."
Lydia nodded. "That's what Sofia needs from you."
That night, Elena received an unexpected visitor. A woman stood outside her apartment holding a small envelope and a photograph. She introduced herself as Iris Marsh, daughter of Helen Marsh, the official whose name appeared on the disputed death certificate.
"My mother died last year," Iris said. "Before she died, she told me there was something I needed to find if anyone ever asked about St. Agnes."
Elena kept the door partly closed. "Why come to me?"
"Because I saw your story and recognized the date."
Iris held up the photograph. It showed the back of a hospital ambulance parked at a loading dock. A man was standing beside the open rear doors, helping a woman climb inside.
"Who is she?" Elena asked.
"My mother said she was one of the mothers from that night."
Elena leaned closer. The woman wore a hospital gown beneath a coat. She looked frightened, but she was walking without assistance.
It was Mara Collins.
And the man helping her into the ambulance was Dr. Julian Vale.
Iris turned the photograph over.
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On the back, in Helen's handwriting, were four words.
SECOND BABY WENT NORTH.