Chapter 5 - THE PRICE THEY PUT ON MY DAUGHTER
The petition was not meant to win immediately. Priya explained that the following morning while Lily smeared oatmeal onto the sleeve of my sweater. "It's meant to exhaust you," she said. "Allegations can be repeated even when they lack evidence. Headlines don't always bother reading court orders."
She had obtained the filing and a hearing date. Marianne claimed that an opportunistic employee might be falsely presenting a child as a Blackwood heir in order to divert assets from the trust. The petition requested temporary restrictions on financial transfers and asked that any paternity testing occur through an evaluator chosen by the current trustees.
"Absolutely not," I said. "I'm not taking Lily to a clinic they control."
"You won't have to," Priya replied. "We can propose an accredited independent lab, with chain-of-custody protections and testing ordered or accepted through the court."
Nathan was standing by the window. He had been there for the entire discussion, listening without interrupting until Priya addressed him directly. "Mr. Blackwood, no private contact with the trustees about this case. Your lawyers should handle the litigation. And I need you to understand that Grace doesn't lose authority over routine decisions for Lily just because you are now seeking to establish paternity."
"I understand."
"Then put your understanding into action."
There was no deference in her tone. Nathan almost smiled. "You're hired," he said.
"I'm not your lawyer," Priya answered.
I nearly choked on my coffee. Nathan looked at me, and for the first time we laughed at the same thing. It lasted only a moment. But it was the first moment since Lily had crawled through his office door when my chest didn't ache.
We went to the laboratory in separate cars. Nathan kept his distance from the cameras outside; Priya had warned him that standing too close could be framed as intimidation or staged publicity. I carried Lily inside. A cheerful technician explained the cheek swabs, documented identities, and let me hold Lily while the samples were collected. The whole process took minutes. A child's future was being argued over by people worth millions, and the most important evidence came from a soft cotton swab.
In the lobby, Nathan asked whether he could walk with us. I said yes. He carried the diaper bag, not Lily, and accepted that as naturally as he could. A woman at reception recognized him and dropped her pen. It reminded me that nobody outside the mansion saw a confused father. They saw the reputation that followed him like a shadow.
"Are you embarrassed?" he asked when we reached the sidewalk.
"About what?"
"Being seen with me."
"I'm afraid," I said. "That's different."
His gaze stayed on the street. "Fair."
Our cars were waiting. Before I could get into mine, a young delivery cyclist stopped at the curb and called my name. I instinctively turned. He held out a white paper bag. "For Miss Miller."
Evelyn was beside us at once. "Who sent it?"
"A lady paid cash. Told me to hand it to her."
Priya told the cyclist to set it on the sidewalk and step away. Evelyn photographed it before anyone touched it. Inside was a child's pink knitted mitten. Lily had lost it the week Rosa's building was condemned. I recognized the crooked seam I'd sewn after the first washing.
A folded card lay beneath it. YOU CAN'T TEST YOUR WAY OUT OF THIS.
I clutched Lily, shaking. The threat was intimate, calculated, almost quiet. Whoever sent it knew something about the months I'd spent moving between apartments. They were willing to reach back into those memories and use them as weapons.
Nathan made a low sound that frightened me. His hand clenched around the diaper bag strap. Evelyn addressed him by name. "We document. We do not chase a courier into traffic."
He breathed once, then again. "Yes," he said. "Document."
I watched him surrender the temptation to retaliate. It didn't make me trust him, but I knew how much effort it cost.
Back at the mansion, the outside accountants had discovered that the charitable foundation paid more than eighty contractors each year for services supposedly delivered to children whose names were never included in the reports. The invoices used vague language: safety assessments, emergency placement consultation, family stability outreach. Priya recognized one company name from the forged social-services visit.
"These aren't regular expense categories for the program described in the foundation's charter," she said. "But I'd need the underlying records to say what's actually wrong."
"There are no underlying records," Nathan replied. "That's the problem."
He invited me to review the files, then seemed surprised when I accepted. I had spent my adult life counting minutes and wages. A payroll ledger didn't frighten me. Neither did a missing receipt.
We worked at the long table in the guest library. Lily lay on a blanket nearby, attacking her stuffed rabbit with enthusiasm. Evelyn kept a guard outside, and Walter brought sandwiches nobody remembered to eat. At four in the afternoon, I noticed something that had escaped the accountants.
"These contractors have different names but the same billing pattern," I said, pointing to three columns. "They submit invoices on the same day each quarter. The amounts change by exactly seven percent every two payments. Real service bills aren't usually that neat."
Nathan bent closer. "What does that suggest?"
"A template. Somebody generating documents in batches."
I felt suddenly self-conscious. "Maybe. I'm not an accountant."
"You're observant," he said. "That's not a lesser qualification."
I kept looking. One invoice included an internal reference: JH-19-04. Another contained JH-19-05. I asked the investigator what JH meant. She searched the archived staff directory.
"June Halpern," Evelyn said. "The previous trust auditor."
"Where is she?" I asked.
"Dead. Car accident last winter."
Nathan's face tightened. "June was the person who told my father the trust needed independent oversight. She resigned three months after his funeral."
"Did she resign?" I asked.
The investigator found an email from June dated eleven months earlier. It had been sent to Nathan's business address. In it, she reported missing original invoices and asked for a private meeting. The email was marked read and then archived by a delegated administrator.
Nathan stared at the screen. "I never saw that."
The delegated administrator's login belonged to Marianne's office.
"That's not enough to prove anything," Priya cautioned. "But preserve it."
We did. Every attachment, every header, every date. I had no idea whether June's death had anything to do with the fraud, and I refused to leap from suspicion to certainty. A dead woman deserved better than being turned into a convenient thriller plot inside my own head. She had left a documented warning. That was something we could follow.
At six, Mrs. Parker carried dinner into the nursery. She had worked for Nathan's father and had seen him as a boy, before anyone called him dangerous. Lily greeted her with a delighted squeal.
"I brought the soft carrots," Mrs. Parker said. "And something for you, Grace."
She placed a small brass tin on the table. Inside was a stack of folded letters tied with green ribbon. The top envelope had my name on it, in Nathan's familiar handwriting. I froze.
"I found them in the old mail room," she said. "In a box Marianne ordered destroyed. I couldn't bring myself to throw away letters addressed to a person who still works here."
There were five of them, all dated shortly after our night together. Nathan had written about trying to contact me. He had apologized for letting the staff interrupt our morning. He had invited me to dinner without mentioning his wealth or his title. In the last letter he wrote, I don't know what I've done to hurt you, but I hope you'll tell me before silence becomes the only answer.
I sat with those letters while Lily ate carrots and the room grew dark. I'd believed I'd been discarded. He'd believed I'd rejected him. Neither of us had made the effort we should have, and other people had used our failure with surgical precision.
Nathan found me reading the last letter. He stopped in the doorway. "Where did you get those?"
"The mail room."
He read the envelope dates and shut his eyes. "I wrote them. Marianne told me you'd returned them."
I looked up. "Did you ever ask me, Nathan? Directly?"
"No."
"Then I need you to understand something. Those letters don't erase what your silence cost us."
"I do."
I wanted to believe him. I wanted to put the past in a box and build a clean future from the pieces that remained. Instead, my phone vibrated with a call from Priya.
"Grace, the court has requested an early status conference," she said. "The trustees submitted a new allegation. They claim they've located a signed statement from you saying Lily's father is another man."
I stared at Nathan across the room. "What man?"
Priya hesitated. "A man listed as deceased. And Grace—his photograph is attached."
"Send it."
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When the image arrived, I recognized the face immediately. It was a cropped photograph of my younger brother, Daniel, taken at his funeral three years earlier.
Someone had put my dead brother's face in a paternity claim and expected me to surrender because I couldn't bear to say his name out loud.
