Chapter 6 - THE BOY WHO DIDN'T WANT TO CHOOSE

The evaluator's office contained a wooden train, a basket of animals, and a child-sized table with four mismatched chairs. On the wall hung a painting of a forest where every tree was a different color. Milo loved the room immediately and asked whether the giraffe had a driver's license.
Dr. Helen Ortiz knelt beside him. “Not that I know of. Would you like to give him one?”
Milo considered. “Only if he passes the test.”
Marisol watched them from a chair by the window. Ruth had explained that a qualified evaluator did not ask preschoolers to decide custody. She observed interactions, gathered histories, and reported concerns about safety and stability. Still, Marisol had feared that any question might become a trap.
Dr. Ortiz spoke with Milo for twenty minutes. She asked about school, favorite foods, the people who helped when he was frightened, and what happened when grown-ups disagreed. Milo told her that Bruno was a very old dog who needed better manners, that Mrs. Bell made excellent toast, and that Mr. Alio had a face like a thundercloud but could fix complicated wheels.
When she asked about his father, Milo looked at the toy train.
“Daddy used to make the doors loud,” he said.
“What did you do when that happened?”
“I went in the closet with Mama.”
Dr. Ortiz did not press him for details. She thanked him for telling her, then invited him to build a bridge for the train. Milo concentrated on the task with his tongue caught between his teeth.
Later, speaking separately with Marisol, Dr. Ortiz explained her limits. “I'm not here to diagnose his father from a child's description. I am here to assess what arrangements protect Milo's emotional and physical safety. Consistency matters, as does whether the adults can follow boundaries.”
Marisol nodded. “I don't want him to think he has to choose which grown-up he loves.”
“That's a protective instinct. Keep telling him he isn't responsible for adult decisions.”
As they left, Milo turned to Marisol. “Did I do good?”
“You did fine. You were yourself.”
“Can we get a pretzel?”
“We absolutely can.”
At the pretzel stand he made a serious announcement. “I don't want to choose a daddy.”
Marisol crouched beside him. “You don't have to. Nobody should ask you to.”
“Good. Because I choose pretzels.”
She laughed and hugged him. A woman in line behind them smiled without knowing why the moment mattered.
Meanwhile Alio's investigation had reached a point where loyalty and evidence collided. Felix Ward had served his family for thirteen years. He had been present during the worst weeks after Serena's death and had managed foundation operations while Alio withdrew into work. It would be easy to imagine that Felix had betrayed them out of greed. It would be just as easy to invent a more dramatic motive. Iris refused both shortcuts.
They reviewed authenticated records: invoices, access logs, bank transfers, and emails. Felix had approved retaining the old shelter database credential and had signed a consulting agreement with Northline. Payments from that company had reached an account controlled by his wife, described as consulting fees. Felix insisted the work was legitimate, that he had never personally searched a survivor's address, and that Adrian's brother had abused the vendor contract without his knowledge.
Iris marked three emails. “He was warned about unrestricted access more than once. He acknowledged the warnings. That's not proof he ordered each search. It is evidence of knowing neglect, and perhaps something more.”
“Can the prosecutor compel the contractor's records?” Alio asked.
“They can seek appropriate process. We have to let them do that.”
Tobias brought a second development. Stephen Harker, the driver mentioned in Leonard Pike's notebook, was alive and working at a truck depot outside Rockford. He had declined an informal interview but was willing to speak with an attorney present.
Alio wanted to drive there immediately. Instead he asked Iris to arrange a lawful interview and warned Tobias against approaching Harker at home.
Two days later Harker arrived at a rented conference room wearing work boots polished bright enough to reflect the fluorescent lights. He looked at Alio with naked suspicion.
“If this is about Serena Grassi,” he began, “I didn't hurt her.”
“Then tell us what you know,” Iris said.
“I drove behind her the night she left the storage site. Felix asked me to make sure she got onto the highway without trouble. He said she was upset and might stop somewhere dangerous.”
“Did she know you were following?”
“I don't think so.”
“Why would Felix arrange a driver without telling her?”
Harker rubbed the bridge of his nose. “I asked. He told me I was being paid to drive, not investigate.”
Alio remained silent.
“Did you see her meet Julian Kessler?” Iris asked.
“No. I lost her at the interstate exit. She took the ramp toward downtown and I stayed on the highway.”
“Did you report back?”
“Yes.”
“Was that all?”
Harker hesitated. “No. Felix told me to retrieve an envelope from the service office. It held names and addresses. I delivered it to a Northline courier the next morning.”
Iris placed a copy of the foundation's access logs in front of him. “Do any of these surnames look familiar?”
Harker scanned the page and pointed to two. “Those were on the envelope. I remember because one matched a woman who had called the depot asking about a missing shipment.”
The link between the shelter records and Northline was growing stronger. Still, no evidence changed the established fact that Julian had killed Serena. It changed what she had been investigating and suggested that Felix might have attempted to follow her movements.
Harker signed a statement and agreed to speak with authorities. Alio thanked him without offering money or protection he could not lawfully guarantee.
That evening Marisol found Alio alone in the dining room. His plate was untouched. The room was large enough to make two people feel far apart even when they sat at the same table.
“Did you find out who followed her?” she asked.
“We found the driver. He says Felix sent him.”
“Do you believe him?”
“His account matches some records. There are parts we can't verify.”
She pulled out a chair. “When you speak about Serena, you sound like you're waiting for a fact that will make you innocent.”
Alio looked up sharply, then lowered his eyes.
“I wasn't there when she needed me.”
“You didn't kill her. You also didn't recognize everything that was happening. Both can be true.”
“She called me twice the week she died. I was negotiating a port contract. I sent her a message saying we'd speak after the weekend.”
Marisol watched him grip his glass without drinking. “I don't know what you could have changed. Neither do you. Grief likes to pretend uncertainty is a debt you can pay by punishing yourself forever.”
He sat back, looking unexpectedly tired. “You speak as if you know that feeling.”
“I do. For months I thought if I'd left Adrian sooner, Milo wouldn't remember the shouting. Then I thought if I'd stayed one more week, I could have collected better evidence. Whatever I chose, my mind made a different decision look perfect afterward.”
“What stopped it?”
“Nothing completely. But Ruth told me to ask what I could do today.”
Alio nodded slowly. “What can I do today?”
“Eat dinner,” she said. “Then let the people who are trained for the work do the work.”
He glanced at the untouched plate. “You sound like my sister.”
“Was she irritating?”
“Professionally.”
Marisol smiled. He took a bite of dinner.
The following morning a new difficulty emerged. Felix's attorney submitted a demand that Grassi House preserve all internal security footage, arguing that Alio might be manipulating evidence. Iris had already established preservation controls, but the accusation created tension among the staff. Some feared that their private movements would be exposed in litigation.
Marisol attended an employee meeting and listened while Alio explained the scope of the preservation order. He did not promise absolute privacy where legal obligations existed; instead he described restricted access and said staff could speak to independent counsel. A kitchen worker asked whether her undocumented sister's visit months earlier might be revealed.
Iris answered carefully. “We will contest irrelevant disclosure and seek protective conditions where appropriate. Nobody should make promises beyond that.”
Afterward Marisol approached Alio. “Your people needed to hear that from someone who couldn't fire them.”
“Which is why Iris answered.”
She nodded. The distinction mattered.
At preschool Milo returned with a paper crown for Bruno. He insisted on placing it on the old dog's head and declaring him king of the kitchen. Bruno accepted the honor for approximately eight seconds before eating one corner of the crown. Milo laughed until he fell over.
Alio stood beside Marisol, watching. “He makes it look easy.”
“What?”
“Being happy in a complicated house.”
“He doesn't know the whole house,” Marisol said. “And he shouldn't have to.”
Their hands touched briefly on the edge of the kitchen island. Neither moved closer. The moment existed without a demand, and for both of them that was new.
That night Ruth called with the evaluator's interim recommendations. The report favored continued placement with Marisol, therapeutic support for Milo, and no unsupervised contact with Adrian while safety concerns remained unresolved. The recommendation was not a final court order, but it gave the process a clearer direction.
Marisol listened, thanked Ruth, and hung up. She found Alio in the hall holding the chewed paper crown.
“Ruth says Milo can stay while the court continues,” she told him.
Alio smiled. “I'm glad.”
She looked at the crown. “What happened to the king?”
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“Overthrown by a mastiff.”
Marisol laughed, and the sound echoed through a hallway that had once seemed too grand to contain anything ordinary.