Chapter 3 - THE STITCHES UNDER THE RABBIT'S COLLAR

I had carried Emma's stuffed rabbit through nearly every terrible moment of our lives.
It had been tucked under her arm when the detective told me Evan was dead. It had sat beside her at the funeral because she refused to leave it in the car. It had crossed the city with us when the landlord changed the locks after my final late payment. Its left ear was thinner than the right, and the blue collar had faded to the color of an old summer sky.
Never once had I examined the little red bird stitched beneath its neck.
That night, after the guards escorted us home, I sat on Emma's bed and traced the crooked embroidery. I could picture Evan working on it. He mended torn work gloves with the same stubborn concentration other people reserved for major surgeries. His stitches were never pretty, but they held.
Emma watched me from under the blanket.
"Why are you looking at Captain?"
"I'm remembering when Daddy fixed him."
She reached for the rabbit's nose. "Daddy said Captain was brave."
"He was right."
"Are you sad?"
"A little, sweetheart."
She shifted closer. "Mr. Cookie is sad too. Maybe you should have a cookie together."
A laugh escaped me, then broke into a sob. I covered my mouth before I frightened her. Emma climbed into my lap with the rabbit between us.
"It's okay, Mama," she whispered, repeating the words I had said to her a thousand times. "I'm here."
I held her until her breathing slowed. Once she slept, I carried Captain to the kitchen table. I didn't want to damage the one object she loved most, but the collar had a second line of thread beneath the first. Something narrow and firm lay hidden between the fabric layers.
Using my smallest sewing scissors, I opened three stitches. A folded strip of waterproof paper slid into my palm. Beneath it was a flat brass key hardly longer than my thumbnail.
On the paper, in Evan's handwriting, were two lines:
S7. Ask for Wes. Do not trust the official copy.
My eyes filled. It wasn't a goodbye letter or a secret declaration of love. It was an instruction, written by a man who had known he might not be able to explain himself.
I folded the paper again and stared at the key. A part of me wanted to put everything back. If I closed the collar, I might preserve the illusion that Emma and I were ordinary people with ordinary grief. But the sedan outside the estate had ended that possibility.
I photographed the note, stitched Captain's collar carefully, and placed the original paper in an envelope. Then I called a legal aid clinic I had contacted during our eviction crisis. A lawyer named Tessa Morgan had once spent forty minutes explaining tenants' rights to me even though I couldn't pay her. She picked up just before nine.
"Maya? Is everything all right?"
"No. I need a lawyer who doesn't work for Alessandro Moretti."
There was a pause.
"That's a very specific requirement."
"I know."
I explained what I could, starting with Evan's death and ending with the envelope left outside the estate. Tessa didn't interrupt. When I finished, she asked whether Emma was safe, whether I had kept the threatening message, and whether anyone had instructed me to destroy evidence.
"No," I said. "Mr. Moretti told me to keep my own copies."
"Good advice. Still, we need independent documentation. Meet me tomorrow. And Maya? Don't go to the place marked S7 alone."
"I wasn't planning to."
It was a lie until I said it. Then I decided it would become true.
At work the following morning, I requested twenty minutes with Alessandro. Mrs. Bellini carried the message to his office and returned looking faintly amused.
"He said to tell you he can be summoned like everyone else."
"Is that a joke?"
"With that man, we accept whatever humor we're offered."
Alessandro was in the rehabilitation room, speaking with a physical therapist named Dr. Ivy Chen. The room held parallel bars, exercise equipment, and a desk covered with medical files. I stopped at the doorway, embarrassed by the interruption.
"Come in," he said. "Dr. Chen was leaving."
"I was not," she corrected pleasantly. "You have twelve more minutes of stretching, and my schedule does not change because you have an audience."
He gave her an injured look. "You see how I'm treated?"
"Exactly as a patient who tried to skip his appointment last week."
I surprised myself by smiling. I'd expected a man in his position to surround himself with people too frightened to challenge him. Dr. Chen apparently had no such concern.
Alessandro finished his session while I waited by the desk. He handled transfers and positioning with practiced skill, directing assistance when he needed it without apology. I saw suddenly how careless the newspapers had been when they described him as trapped or helpless. The wheelchair was not the thing that frightened me about him. His power was.
After Dr. Chen left, I set the photograph of the note on his desk.
"Evan hid something in Emma's rabbit."
Alessandro read it twice. "Wes. I know a Wesley Bell who managed a maintenance shop for Lakeshore."
"Is he alive?"
"As far as I know. The shop closed after the fire."
"I'm going there."
"Not alone."
"You're the second person to tell me that."
"Then perhaps you'll believe the third."
I folded my arms. "I won't trade Emma's safety for answers. But you don't get to decide what I'm allowed to know."
His eyes met mine steadily. "Agreed."
"Just like that?"
"You don't belong to me, Maya. Neither does your daughter's story."
Those words should have been obvious. Coming from Alessandro Moretti, they felt almost revolutionary.
I told him about Tessa. He nodded and asked for her contact information, but didn't insist. "Let your lawyer hold the original before anyone opens a door. Evidence handled carelessly can disappear into an argument about who touched it."
"Why help me?" I asked. "You could leave this buried and go back to being feared."
He looked toward the window where snow was drifting over the stone path.
"When I woke after the ambush, doctors told me I'd never walk again. People came to my hospital room every day with promises, business plans, and condolences. They talked about revenge more often than recovery. One person had pulled me from a burning car, and nobody would tell me honestly who he was. I decided anger was easier than doubt."
He looked back at me.
"Evan saved my life. I accepted the story that he betrayed me because it allowed me to hate someone while I was afraid. I have to live with that. Helping you find out what happened is the least I can do."
His honesty didn't erase the harm, but it made something possible between us that had not existed before: an uncomfortable kind of trust.
We met Tessa at her small office later that day. She had short gray hair, sharp blue glasses, and a desk buried beneath files. Alessandro offered to send his attorney. Tessa declined with perfect politeness.
"With respect, Mr. Moretti, Maya needs counsel whose loyalty is not divided."
"That's why I'm here without mine," he replied.
Mateo stood beside the door and pretended not to admire her.
Tessa photographed the brass key, sealed the paper note in an evidence sleeve, and recorded my account of discovering it. She also examined the threatening envelope Mateo had provided. The security footage from the estate gate showed the black sedan arriving and leaving. Its plate was partly obscured, but a distinctive crack in the rear taillight was visible.
"We can report intimidation," Tessa said, "and ask the police to preserve nearby traffic footage. It doesn't prove who sent the man, but it matters."
"Will the police listen?" I asked.
"Some will. Some won't. That's why we document whom we contact and when."
She looked at Alessandro. "Do not investigate through intimidation or private retaliation. That would make this harder for Maya, not easier."
"Understood," he said.
Tessa raised an eyebrow as though surprised by how easily he'd agreed.
That afternoon, I returned to the estate and found Emma painting at a little table near the library. Her fingers were yellow, green, and a shade of purple I suspected would never wash out of her sweater.
"Look!" she said, holding up a picture. "This is you. This is me. This is Captain."
Three figures stood beneath an enormous orange sun. The one meant to be me had very long legs and a smile. Emma's was a bright circle of scribbles. Captain resembled a square with ears.
In the corner she had drawn a fourth figure.
"Who's that?" I asked.
"Mr. Cookie."
The figure sat inside a large blue rectangle with wheels. She had given him a smile that took up half his face.
"He's smiling," I observed.
"He needs practice," she said. "I drew it so he'll know how."
When I carried the picture into the study, Alessandro looked at it with the intense concentration he'd given the incident reports.
"She thinks I need lessons."
"She has opinions about everyone."
He traced the drawing without touching the wet paint. "So I noticed."
I was about to leave when his phone rang. He checked the screen. His expression hardened, and he answered on speaker because his hands were still holding the drawing.
"Uncle."
Vittorio Moretti's voice was smooth, older, and almost affectionate. "I hear you've hired a young woman with an unfortunate connection to our past."
I froze.
Alessandro said nothing.
"Family history is complicated, Alessandro," Vittorio continued. "Some doors are safer closed."
I thought of the blue door marked seven and the key hidden in my daughter's rabbit.
Alessandro's reply was quiet.
"Then it's fortunate I no longer take your advice about doors."
The call ended. He turned to me, his face as unreadable as stone.
"Maya," he said, "your daughter's father left you a way to open something. My uncle knows it."
May you like
And for the first time since Evan died, I understood that the danger hadn't ended with his funeral.
It had been waiting for someone to remember where to look.