Chapter 1 - THE GIRL WHO WOULDN'T LOWER HER EYES

I had imagined a hundred ways to lose my job at the Marchetti mansion. I had pictured dropping a priceless vase, using the wrong door, or discovering something in an upstairs corridor that I was never meant to see. I had never pictured my six-year-old daughter looking directly at the most dangerous man in Chicago and asking him whether he knew how to play checkers.
For a moment, even the rain against the tall windows seemed to stop.
Alessandro Marchetti stood beneath the entryway chandelier in a dark overcoat. Two men followed him, both wearing expressions that suggested they had forgotten what smiling felt like. He was taller than the photographs in the newspapers made him seem. His dark hair showed a little silver near his temples. In one hand he carried a pair of leather gloves; in the other, a phone that would probably cost more than everything I owned.
His eyes moved from Nora's crooked cereal-box board to my white housekeeping uniform. Then he looked at the little hand I was squeezing too tightly.
"I asked who brought a child into my house."
"I did, sir." My voice sounded thin. "Her school closed unexpectedly. Mrs. Ruiz said she could stay downstairs until my shift ended. I should have watched her more carefully. Please don't blame anyone else."
Nora wiggled her fingers free of mine.
"Mommy said I could stay in the kitchen," she explained. "But the floor was busy, and Mrs. Ruiz said I couldn't sit near the ovens. This floor has squares. Sort of."
I closed my eyes. She was explaining herself to him as though he were a substitute teacher.
"Nora," I whispered, "we're leaving."
"Just a minute." She lifted a red bottle cap. "You can be red. Red goes first in our house because Daddy liked red."
The taller security guard took one step forward. Alessandro raised a finger, and the man stopped. It wasn't a threatening movement. It was smaller than that. Somehow, it frightened me more.
"What's your name?" Alessandro asked.
"Nora Moreno. I'm six and three quarters."
"And does your mother know you're inviting strangers into games?"
"You're not a stranger. You're Mr. Marchetti. Everyone here says your name all day, but nobody says it like they want you to hear."
Behind him, somebody inhaled sharply.
I felt the blood drain from my face. "She doesn't understand—"
"She's right," he said.
Nora looked satisfied. "Do you know checkers?"
Alessandro regarded the paper board. One side of the squares had been colored with a blue marker. The other side had been colored with a purple crayon; Nora had run out of blue halfway through. Her pieces were red and white bottle caps, some dented and some missing the plastic lining.
"A little," he said.
"Then you can play."
The security guard glanced toward the front doors, where three black cars waited in the rain. His earpiece crackled. Alessandro didn't turn.
"Five minutes," he said to Nora.
My daughter beamed at me, as though she had just negotiated world peace. I wanted to carry her out under one arm and never return.
Alessandro knelt on the marble. His expensive trousers touched the floor, and his expression suggested he found the experience as surprising as I did. Nora lined up the pieces, counted them twice, and accused him of trying to start with an extra red cap. He turned it over to show her the difference between a cap and a loose button.
"You don't have to play," I said, desperate to give him a way out.
He looked up. "Apparently, I do."
A minute passed. Then another. Nora played as she always did: with fierce concentration and absolutely no interest in letting anyone win because they were older. Alessandro made a careless move. She captured two pieces, then tapped the board with the satisfaction of a small judge delivering a verdict.
"You're not looking ahead," she told him.
"An accusation I haven't heard in years."
"You should. You keep thinking about your next piece, and I'm thinking about the one after that."
He stared at her, and something moved behind his eyes. Not anger. Recognition, perhaps, or a memory he had tried very hard to bury.
"My daughter used to say that," he said softly.
The words were so unexpected I almost missed them. I knew almost nothing about him beyond the rumors. His businesses were real, and so was the fear surrounding them. People said he had never married. Others said he had lost a wife years ago. None of those stories had included a child.
Nora stopped moving her pieces. "Where's your daughter?"
The room tightened around us.
"Nora!" I said.
Alessandro placed his piece down. "Away."
"Do you miss her?"
He looked at the checkers board for a long time. "Every day."
Nora thought about that as though it were a difficult math problem. Then she pushed a red piece toward him.
"You can have another turn," she said. "Not because you're sad. Because you forgot to jump me."
He let out a sound that began as a breath and ended almost like a laugh. The security guard's mouth fell open.
The game continued until Nora reached the far edge of the board and announced that her bottle cap was a king. Alessandro removed one of his pieces from the board and accepted defeat without complaint.
"You won," he said.
"I know."
"What do you want?"
"For winning?"
"Any prize you can reasonably ask for."
I wanted to protest. Nora wanted a purple bicycle, and we had been saving for one since February. It would be humiliating to have my employer purchase what I couldn't afford. But Nora didn't mention the bicycle.
"Can Mommy keep her job?"
The question broke something in me. I had spent two years trying to make sure my daughter never noticed how close we lived to the edge. Yet here she was, offering her only victory to protect me.
Alessandro's gaze lifted to my face.
"Your mother wasn't going to lose her job for a pipe bursting at school," he said. "But yes. She can keep it."
Nora nodded, satisfied. "Good. Then we should play again tomorrow."
"I don't usually schedule my days around checkers."
"Maybe that's why you're not very good."
He looked at me then, and for the first time I saw what his face might look like if fear were not the emotion he expected other people to offer him. "Mrs. Moreno, will you be working tomorrow?"
"Yes, sir."
"Then Nora may use the little sitting room beside the kitchen when necessary. Mrs. Ruiz can arrange a table. And she may ask me for a rematch if our paths cross."
I thanked him with all the dignity I could gather. He rose, nodded to his men, and started toward the staircase.
Just before he reached it, Nora called, "Mr. Marchetti?"
He turned.
"If I ask a question and you don't like it, will you still tell me the truth?"
A silence followed. Alessandro looked toward a corridor branching to the east of the grand staircase. Two heavy doors stood at its end. They were painted the same ivory as the walls, but each had a new brass lock.
"If I know the truth," he said, "I'll tell you."
Nora considered the answer. "That's a good rule. Daddy always said people who tell you only nice things aren't being kind."
His expression changed at the word Daddy, but he said only, "Your father sounds wise."
"He was," she replied.
Later, after we were safely in the service elevator, I wrapped Nora in my arms so tightly she squeaked. I told her that rich people had rules, dangerous people had even more rules, and this particular man was both. She asked whether I was angry. I said I was frightened. She apologized and tucked the last red bottle cap into my apron pocket.
By the time my shift ended, Mrs. Ruiz had stopped shaking enough to speak. She told me Alessandro had ordered a little table delivered to the sitting room. She also told me the east doors had been locked for eleven years, and no one was permitted to explain why.
"His daughter," I said carefully. "He mentioned a daughter."
Mrs. Ruiz closed her eyes. "Elena. Please. Some grief becomes dangerous when people think they have the right to touch it."
That was how she addressed me when we were alone, using my first name as though it might keep me from making another mistake. I promised not to ask again.
At the bus stop, Nora fell asleep against my coat. I carried her the final block to our apartment above the laundromat, where the hallway smelled of detergent and the stairwell light had burned out. I laid her in bed, counted the money in my purse, and checked my phone for messages about an overdue heating bill.
Then I pulled the red cap from my pocket.
My husband had taught Nora checkers using the same homemade board the winter before he died. Tomas could repair anything except his own terrible coffee. He made her laugh by insisting every captured piece had to apologize for its strategic failures. Two years after the highway crash, she still arranged the red pieces on his side of the board.
I was putting the cap in the kitchen drawer when my phone buzzed again.
An unknown number had sent a photograph.
It showed Nora seated on the marble floor of the Marchetti mansion that afternoon. Alessandro was kneeling across from her. The photograph had been taken from above, through the balustrade of the upper landing.
Below it were seven words.
TOMAS SHOULD HAVE LEFT THAT HOUSE ALONE.
My hand began to shake.
May you like
Tomas had never told me he'd been inside the Marchetti mansion.
And whoever sent the photograph knew exactly who my husband was.