Chapter 10 - ANYTHING SHE WANTED

The final game took place on a Saturday morning in early spring, when Chicago's stubborn winter had finally begun to release the sidewalks. Nora arrived at the mansion in bright yellow boots and carried her cereal-box board under one arm. She had insisted on using it instead of the elegant wooden set because, as she informed me, "Mine has better luck, and the other one belongs to Leah."
Leah had visited twice since meeting Alessandro. The first time she came with June and stayed only for lunch. The second time she helped identify books from her childhood and took home the red sweater Sofia had mended, after the preservation specialist cleared it to be returned. She had chosen not to move into the mansion. She was finishing school in Michigan, thinking about college, and learning how to be part of a family she had once believed she'd lost. The fact that she could leave and be welcomed back mattered more than a room full of expensive furniture.
I was learning a similar lesson. After resigning, I had found work coordinating volunteer programs for a neighborhood family center. The salary was modest, but my hours were regular, and the director cared more about whether people felt welcome than whether the floors shone. Alessandro had offered introductions to donors; I had asked him to wait until the center could decide what help it wanted. He did.
Nora and I still lived in our apartment above the laundromat. We were behind on nothing for the first time in two years. Tomas's old photograph stood on the bookshelf beside a framed drawing Nora had made of a red king, a blue door, and six lopsided silver stars. She said the drawing was about people who found their way home, even when the trip took too long.
At the mansion, Mrs. Ruiz greeted us with blueberry muffins. She had reduced her hours and started volunteering once a week at the same family center where I worked. She told Nora she had polished the checkers table just for the occasion. Nora inspected it with professional seriousness and pronounced it satisfactory.
Alessandro was waiting in the sitting room. He wore a simple dark sweater instead of a tailored suit, though he still looked like a man whose arrival could silence a room. The difference was that he no longer seemed pleased when it happened.
"Good morning," he told Nora. "Ready to lose?"
"I've practiced," she said.
"So have I."
"With Leah?"
"She beat me twice over video call."
Nora sighed. "You really should learn to protect your kings."
They sat on the floor, as they had the first day. I settled into an armchair near the window. Outside, the grounds crew planted early flowers along the walkway. A few weeks earlier I would have counted every person near the gate. Now I still noticed them, but I no longer felt my pulse race each time a vehicle passed.
The game lasted longer than the first one. Alessandro had improved. He thought before moving, studied the board, and once caught Nora trying to take back a move after she realized it exposed her last red king. She protested. He reminded her of the rules. She looked at me for support, and I raised my eyebrows. Nora sighed theatrically and accepted the mistake.
Halfway through, Alessandro said, "I have a question."
"You can ask," Nora replied, repeating what she had told him at breakfast weeks earlier.
"Did your father always play like this?"
She smiled. "Daddy was worse than you. But he pretended to be very good."
"Did he let you win?"
"Sometimes. I told him not to. He said he was practicing losing nicely."
Alessandro glanced toward me. "He sounds like a wise man."
I looked down at Tomas's old watch on my wrist. I had started wearing it again after the investigators returned his belongings. The leather strap had softened almost beyond repair. I intended to have it restored, but I wasn't ready to replace anything about it yet.
"He was," I said. "And he made mistakes. Both things are true."
Nora considered the board. Then she moved a red piece into a position that appeared to surrender it. Alessandro frowned. He could take the piece easily. He did. Nora jumped his next piece, then his last king, reaching the far edge with a triumphant cry.
"King me!"
Alessandro stared at the arrangement. Then he laughed so hard he had to lean back against the sofa. I hadn't heard him laugh like that before. It was full and unguarded, the sound of a man surprised to find joy in a place where he'd expected only grief.
"You trapped me," he said.
"You were looking at the wrong piece."
"Apparently."
She held out her hand, and he placed a second red cap on top of the first. His hands were steady, but his eyes shone.
"You won," he said. "A promise is a promise. What do you want this time?"
I braced for a request involving a puppy, a bicycle, or a lifetime supply of pancakes. Nora looked toward the hallway instead.
"I want something about the blue room," she said.
Alessandro's smile faded, not into anger but into a kind of stunned attention. He had opened the east wing for investigators and let Leah see it privately, but when the examination ended he had locked the door again. The old room was clean, preserved, and empty. It remained a place people approached carefully and left quickly.
"What about it?" he asked.
Nora turned a checker between her fingers. "You said Livia liked to play there. And you were sad because you couldn't find her. But now she's not lost anymore."
"That's true."
"So why is the room still locked?"
He looked at me. I didn't rescue him. He had promised my daughter the truth, and I trusted her to listen to an answer that wasn't simple.
"Because sometimes I walk past it and remember things I wish I could change," he said.
Nora nodded as though he had described the weather. "Mommy used to leave Daddy's coat in the closet. She said she couldn't look at it. Then she let me wear it when we made a snowman. It was too big, but it was warm."
My eyes filled. I remembered that afternoon. Nora had dragged Tomas's old coat across the floor and asked whether she could borrow it. I'd almost said no. Instead, I had wrapped it around her, buttoned the sleeves into enormous loops, and laughed when she waddled outside like a tiny penguin. The coat still hung by our door.
Nora placed her red king in the center of the board.
"I don't want a toy," she told Alessandro. "I want you to ask Leah what she'd like the blue room to be. If she wants it to stay hers, that's fine. But if she doesn't, maybe kids who are lonely can come there to read and play games. Nobody should have to feel like they're not allowed to be happy because someone was sad first."
Alessandro stared at her.
His hands began to tremble.
He clasped them together, but that did not stop it. I knew the request had reached the place where an expensive gift could not help him. Nora wasn't asking for something he could buy without changing. She was asking him to let love become an open door rather than a locked one.
"I can't promise what Leah will want," he said at last.
"I know," Nora replied. "That's why I said ask her."
He looked at me, and I saw gratitude, fear, and a grief that might always be part of him. Then he turned back to Nora.
"I can promise to ask," he said. "And to listen to her answer."
Nora smiled. "That's what I wanted."
He reached across the board and shook her hand solemnly. "Then we have a deal."
It was a small moment by the standards of the Marchetti family: no contracts, no bodyguards, no raised voices. Yet it changed the house more completely than anything I had witnessed since arriving there.
That afternoon Alessandro called Leah and told her what Nora had asked. I wasn't on the call. Later he told me Leah had gone quiet for a long time, then said she wanted to visit once more before deciding. When she came, she spent an hour alone in the blue room. Afterward, she found Nora in the sitting room and asked whether the children who might visit would be allowed to choose their own books.
"Of course," Nora said. "Except the library might want them back sometimes."
Leah laughed. She told Alessandro that she would like to keep a few personal things from the room, but she didn't need the room itself to remain closed. She wanted the silver stars restored, the old rocking chair repaired, and a place for people to play games even if they had no one waiting at home. She asked that the family center help plan it, with safeguards and public oversight rather than a private favor from a powerful household. Alessandro agreed.
Work began that summer. The east wing became a small, supervised reading and recreation space operated in partnership with community organizations. Access was carefully organized, with trained staff and clear boundaries. It wasn't a magical solution to the city's problems, and it didn't erase the harm connected to the Marchetti name. But families could now enter through a welcoming side door, and children could read beneath the silver stars Sofia had painted so long ago.
The legal cases continued. Some charges moved forward, others required more investigation, and I gave statements when asked. We learned enough about Tomas's final weeks to understand that he had been trying to protect evidence of Livia's survival. His death was investigated as a suspected deliberate act, with the remaining questions placed where they belonged: before investigators and courts, not inside rumors. I learned to live with uncertainty without calling it peace. Some days were better than others.
Alessandro continued seeing Leah on her terms. They visited a museum together, then attended one of her school concerts. June joined them for dinner afterward. She never stopped being Leah's family, and Alessandro never asked her to. When Leah applied to college, he offered to help compare programs rather than choosing one. She teased him about his terrible checkers strategy and sent Nora postcards from the campuses she visited.
One evening, after the reading room's first community gathering, Alessandro walked Nora and me to our car. The sky was pink over the garden, and Nora had fallen asleep against my shoulder. He opened the passenger door, waited while I settled her into her seat, and then stood beside me beneath the porch light.
"Thank you," he said.
"For what?"
"For being willing to tell me no. For making me answer questions. For letting me know your daughter."
I looked toward Nora, her fingers curled around a red bottle cap. "She's very hard to refuse."
"So are you."
His smile was gentle. There was something between us I wasn't ready to name, a possibility that didn't fit neatly into either of our old lives. I told him I needed time, and I needed any future friendship or more to exist outside an employer's power. He said he understood. He didn't reach for my hand until I offered it.
We stood there for a moment, two people who had lost someone and could not recover all the years behind them. We could only decide what to do next.
As I drove away, I looked in the mirror. The east-wing windows were lit. Somewhere inside, Mrs. Ruiz was putting books back on shelves, and a child was asking for a second game. Alessandro remained on the steps, watching us go without trying to stop us.
A year earlier, I'd believed safety meant making myself invisible in a dangerous man's house. I had kept my eyes lowered, my voice quiet, and my daughter as far from his world as possible. I still believed in caution. I still understood that powerful people had to be held accountable for the harm they could cause.
But I had also learned that a six-year-old with a cardboard checkers board could ask the question adults were too frightened to ask: Why is the door locked if the person you love might want to come home?
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And sometimes the bravest answer wasn't a promise to win.
It was the decision to open the door, tell the truth, and let the people on the other side choose whether to enter.